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Jim Vallance: Pretty
much. You know, I haven’t finished the site
yet … it's still a "work in progress", but pretty much
every song I've written, there's a sound sample. If there's a single
sleeve, or CD, or EP, or album, or whatever, I've tried to put the art
on the website. It's kind of a "Story Teller" site. There's
that show on TV called "Story Teller" … did you ever
see that?
Michael: Oh ya, it's a great show.
Jim: So,
I tried to do kind of a "Story Teller" website where
there's a story behind each song, and I try to make it a little bit interesting. Hopefully
I was successful.
Michael: And you wrote
for some of my favourites including Aerosmith and Bryan Adams. All
the Bryan Adams that you co-wrote with him, those are like his best
tunes too, and some of his biggest hits.
Jim: Well, he's
had some huge hits since we parted ways. I
worked with Bryan for eleven years, from January 1978 until the
summer of 1989. So, that was quite a while ago we parted ways. He's
had some huge hits since then. The Robin Hood ballad was after
we parted, so …
Michael: Right.
Jim: We
had a good run.
Michael: Why did you guys stop
working together anyway?
Jim: It's a pretty long
story. Y'know, eleven years, and
we spent a lot of time together. Literally, when Bryan and I were
writing, it was twelve hours a day, seven days a week, in a little room
with no windows, just sitting across from each other with our acoustic
guitars. I think familiarity breeds contempt. I think we
needed to take a break and we didn’t. Y'know, it just got
to the point where we weren’t enjoying each other's company any
more. It's like a marriage that just went the wrong way at some
point. We were pushing each other's buttons and just not getting
along anymore. We ran out of steam, basically.
Michael: Ya,
so how did that work when you guys wrote songs together? The
two of you just sat there with a couple of acoustic guitars and just
came up with stuff?
Jim: Ya, sometimes it was like
that … it depended what
we were working on. Y'know, a song like "Heaven", if
you know that one …
Michael: Right.
Jim: I
played piano and Bryan sang. A song like "Summer
Of '69" might have been two acoustic guitars. "Cuts Like A
Knife", I think, was Bryan on guitar and me on bass … so,
y'know, we kind of mixed it up a little bit. It wasn't always two
acoustic guitars. Depending on the kind of song we were writing,
we'd change the instrumentation. If it was a ballad we'd use keyboards,
mostly. If it was a rock song, we'd plug in the electric guitars. That's
pretty much how it went.
Michael: Did you both
come up with melodies? Vocal melodies?
Jim: Ya,
it was pretty much 50-50 … we'd both work on chord
progressions, we'd both contribute to melody, we'd both contribute
to lyrics, so it was pretty much right down the middle.
Michael: Ya,
and that song "Summer Of '69", that's like
one of my favourite Bryan Adams tunes. What was that called before
it was "Summer Of '69"? Was that a different title?
Jim: I
don’t' remember … uhmm. Yes! -- "Best
Days Of My Life" is what we called it, ya.
Michael: Oh
ya.
Jim: It started off with a different title.
Michael: "Summer Of '69" is
a better title, probably.
Jim: It is a better title,
but it kind of eluded us. We didn’t
realize that was … even though that line was in the song – only
once – we didn’t realize that was the strongest point of
the song. Sometimes you're writing a song, and you're in the middle
of it, and, y'know, you need to step back and take a look … and
we didn’t do that. We were working away, and it seemed to
us that the phrase "best days of my life" was the most important
line in the song, so that was the title for a while. And then,
I think we left it for a few days and came back to it and we realized
that we were off track, and that "summer of '69" was really
the hook we were looking for. And so, basically, we just took
that title and shoe-horned it into a few more spots in the song. It's
kind of cheating a little bit ... but y'know, twenty years later it
seems to work.
Michael: Man, I can just imagine the royalty
cheques you must get in the mail, like, probably daily.
Jim: It's
not daily. The way royalties work is, twice a
year I get a cheque from our publisher in LA, so the royalties don’t
come in on a daily basis. If a song plays on the radio on Wednesday,
you don’t get a cheque on Thursday. It's usually twice
a year or four times a year you get a royalty statement.
Michael: Are
you still friends with Bryan Adams?
Jim: Oh ya,
I mean … y'know, when we first broke up, I
was the one that decided to walk away. It just wasn't fun anymore,
and it was a little painful. I mean, it really was like a divorce. It
was, y'know, a little bit unpleasant and then Bryan said a few nasty
things about me in the press, which really made me angry. For a
number of years we didn’t speak ... and if we did, it was just
kinda yelling at each other on the phone. The last five or ten
years we started hanging out a bit, having lunch once in a while. We
live a long ways apart. At the time he and I split up, we were both living
in Vancouver. A couple of years after that he moved to England. He's
been there, he's been in London, since the early 90's.
Michael: He
still headlines big rock festivals over in Europe right now, I think?
Jim: He's huge in Europe! But for whatever reason he just
hasn’t been that popular in North America the last few years. I'm
not sure why, because I think he's still making great records … but
Europe seems to be his home base, he's got a huge fan-base there. Like
I said, he lives in London ... so he's well-positioned for the European
market. I see him once or twice a year. We get along great. We
trade emails, sometimes every couple of days, sometimes every couple
of weeks … but we're still in touch and getting along fine.
Michael: You
guys ever think about writing tunes again?
Jim: Well,
y'know … ya! Bryan started asking about
that years ago, and I sorta had a theory about our relationship. Once
we started getting along again … once we became friends again … I
thought the easiest way to mess that up would be to sit down and write
a song with him, that we'd probably just end up arguing and not being
friends again. So I declined, and avoided the topic altogether,
so for a bunch of years it just wasn't an issue. I did not want
to write with him. And I still haven’t sat in a room with
him, but the last few months, with the internet being so amazing now,
you can send audio files back and forth, and I sent him a couple of little
ideas I was working on, and he added something to them and emailed them
back to me. So, literally over the last couple of months we cobbled
a few things together and it sounds like there might be a song in there. So,
even though we weren't in the same room, I think we might have written
a song.
Michael: You and Bryan Adams, did you write
for 38 Special as well?
Jim: Not intentionally,
but ya, we did …
Michael: What was that
one … what was that hit you guys
had with 38 Special … what was that song?
Jim: "Teacher, Teacher".
Michael: "Hang On Loosely"?
Jim: No,
we didn’t write that one. I think they wrote
that themselves. I think Don Barnes wrote that, if I'm not wrong. The
one Bryan and I wrote for them was called "Teacher Teacher".
Michael: I
don't know that one.
Jim: It was from a film soundtrack … a movie called "Teachers",
with Nick Nolte. It was a pretty big hit. That would have
been in about '84, '85, somewhere in there. But before
that … you know the song "Run To You" that Bryan had
a big hit with? …
Michael: Right.
Jim: We
actually sent that to 38 Special a year before Bryan did it, and they
passed on it. They didn’t like the song. And
even before that we sent it Blue Oyster Cult, and they didn’t
like it either. So he just kinda did it himself out of frustration,
and had a huge hit with it.
Michael: So then, after you
left Bryan Adams you just, like, became a songwriter on your own?
Jim: Well
actually, before I left Bryan, especially after the album "Reckless" that
I did with Bryan ... he started getting really popular. I think
there were six singles off that album that did pretty well, and
so Bryan was touring really a lot after that album. So I was on my own
for months at a time. Previously
I was accustomed to spending almost every day with Bryan … writing … but
when his career really took off, he was on the road so much that I started
collaborating with other artists, and … I co-wrote the song "What
About Love" for Heart, and that was a "top
ten" for them. I wrote with a Canadian band called "Glass
Tiger" and had a big hit with them called "Don’t Forget
Me When I'm Gone". And so I started writing with other people
while Bryan was away, and I think in some ways that even caused some
tension in my relationship with Bryan, cuz even though he was away touring
for a couple of months at a time, I think he really hoped that all the
ideas I came up with while he was away, that I'd keep them and give them
to him when he got back. And that wasn't the case. I was writing
with other people, and they were recording the songs, so I think that
caused a bit of tension. But by the time I broke up with Bryan
I'd already established a network of people that I was writing with,
so it was pretty seamless for me. It wasn't like I was short of
things to do when Bryan and I split up. It was pretty much right
into Aerosmith after that.
Michael: Ya, which Aerosmith? You were on "Permanent
Vacation", and were you on "Pump" as well?
Jim: Ya,
I did a couple of songs on "Pump". I
think I had four or five songs on "Permanent Vacation", and
three or four on "Pump", so it continued a couple of albums
after.
Michael: And "Hangman Jury" is actually my favourite
song on that "Permanent Vacation" record.
Jim: That
was a fun one to work on.
Michael: What part of
that song did you write?
Jim: I worked on the lyrics
mostly. Steven and Joe had that
song pretty well under way by the time I came along, and Steven was stuck
on lyrics. So he and I went out in my back yard. It was a beautiful
sunny day and we sat at the picnic table and just ... we had a "ghetto
blaster", and we had the track playing over and over, and the
two of us finished up the lyrics on that one.
Michael: Did
you write the line, what is it, "I'll smack
her right upside the head"?
Jim: No, that's
Steven.
Michael: Ya, it sounds like Steven Tyler.
Jim: He's
a great guy. He's so special.
Michael: Ya,
and Joe Perry as well, one of the greatest guitar players ever.
Jim: He
is, y'know. That band is so awesome. Actually,
I’d worked with them for a few months before I ever heard them
play live. We wrote in my basement, and I went in the studio with
them and did a couple of overdubs on "Permanent Vacation" … I
think I played organ on "Rag Doll" and, I forget what else. I'd
never heard them live, and one night they decided to take a break and
they went down to a nightclub in Vancouver. There was another band
playing, but they just went up and used their equipment. There
were only about a hundred people in the club, I think, and Aerosmith
went up and took the stage, and it just knocked my socks off.
Michael: You
had never seen Joe Perry on stage before?
Jim: I
had never seen them. And this was a small club, and
the stage was only about one step up from the dance floor, so it was
like Aerosmith in your living room.
Michael: Oh ya, that
would have been an amazing thing to watch. I'm
a huge Aerosmith fan, obviously.
Jim: Me too.
Michael: So,
that was their first record that they actually started using outside
songwriters, wasn't it.
Jim: I believe so.
Michael: Who
else wrote on the record? Desmond Child?
Jim: Desmond Child. Great writer. He collaborated
with Steven on "Dude Looks Like A Lady". And I'm trying
to think who else. I don't think Diane Warren was on there … she
came on later.
Michael: Was that that Kalodner
guy's idea to have outside songwriters?
Jim: It was … I mean, y'know, John is a pretty severe
A&R guy …
Michael: Ya.
Jim: And,
you gotta remember the situation at the time. Aerosmith
had done a couple of albums that tanked. I think "Done With
Mirrors" was the last album before "Permanent Vacation". I
forget.
Michael: Ya, "Done With Mirrors" sold,
like, 200,000 I think, which was a huge disappointment for them. That
was their reunion record.
Jim: Joe quit the band,
and then he came back, but y'know, they were … the whole band was severely messed up on drugs and alcohol. They
were just not functioning. Steven was … y'know, three
songs into a concert he'd pass out on the stage and they'd have to
carry him off and send the audience home and …
Michael: Right.
Jim: Y'know,
they were really in big trouble … and John
Kalodner took a chance on them, and he met with them and he said, "Look,
here's the deal: all of you go in rehab, you all get clean and
sober, and I'll sign you. The first guy that falls off the wagon
is out of the band". They got a new manager … y'know
Tim came on … and Bruce Fairbairn was brought in to produce it. But
the whole deal was, the band had to be clean and sober. So, it
was actually Bruce Fairbairn that called me and said, "Do you want
to write with Aerosmith?". And I had heard all the bad news … I
had heard they were just impossible to work with, and I said, "Bruce,
I'm not sure if I do". And then he told me that they were
in rehab, they'd all got clean, and that things were looking pretty positive. So,
based on that, I agreed to give it a try.
Michael: I
heard that there was, like, a competition for people getting their songs
included on that record, on that "Permanent
Vacation" record.
Jim: Not that I'm aware
of. I mean, there might have been more songs written than were needed,
and there might have been a bit of a ... y'know, choosing 12 songs
out of 30 at the end of it all. But no, there
was no competition. I mean, y'know, Bruce Fairbairn brought me into
the project ... Steven and Joe came over to my house, Bruce introduced
us and then he left and I'm sitting in the room with Steven and Joe, freaking
out cuz I'm such a fan …
Michael: Right.
Jim: But
trying not to show it.
Michael: I can imagine.
Jim: And
it was like, I’d never met them before and here
we are. The last thing Bruce said before he left was, "I'll
be back in a couple of hours, I hope you have a song". So
we got right down to business.
Michael: What was
the first song that you guys cam up with for that record?
Jim: The
first one was "Rag Doll", and … Joe
had the riff. If you know that song, the melody is (sings) "Da
da, diddle diddle diddle". And Joe had that riff, and he was just
playing it over and over and over.
And it was apparent it wasn't really going anywhere. Joe was aware of
that, so he said to me, "What would you do with this?". I picked
up my bass and just started … y'know, Joe kept playing that riff, and
I tried some different notes under it. I really like sometimes when a
riff stays the same but the bass changes, or the chord progression changes. And,
y'know, it started to come together pretty quick, and Steven liked what Joe
and I were doing and he started to scat and sing over it. By the time
Bruce came back we had – y'know the lyrics weren't finished – but
we had the song pretty much sketched out.
Michael: And
then the only part of that song … what was
her name, Holly Knight?
Jim: Yup.
Michael: She
wrote … what did she, just come up with the
title, and then they had to give her songwriter credit?
Jim: I'm
not sure what she really did ... and not to discredit her, or speak disrespectfully
in any way, but we had the title "Rag Time" … it
wasn't "Rag Doll" it was "Rag Time" … and
we finished the song and we played it for John Kalodner, and he said,
y'know, "I love everything about the song except the title".
Michael: So
she changed one word in the song, and she probably got a pretty good
paycheck from just changing one word in a song.
Jim: Well,
I don’t know if she just changed one word because
I wasn't there when it happened. Steven and I -- after Kalodner
said that we need a new title -- Steven and I went back out to the picnic
table and I think we wrote down about 50 titles. I've got the
piece of paper somewhere, I wish I could find it, but … and
I swear that one of them was "Rag Doll". But, y'know,
there's about 50 titles. We faxed it down to Kalodner, and he said, "No,
I still don’t see the one I want. I'm going to send Holly
Knight up". So, she flew up from LA and … I didn’t
meet her. Her and Steven, I think, met at the hotel and spent an
afternoon. And by the end of it they had the title "Rag Doll". So
whether she contributed a few more words than that, I honestly don’t
know. I don’t want to speculate but, it kinda looks like
that might be the extent of it. Y'know, she got a bit of a share. It
wasn't generous, but Steven kind of complained about it later.
Michael: I
think I heard Joe Perry talk about that in an interview once. Have
those guys asked you about writing with them again in the future?
Jim: Ya,
they did. It was a few years ago, but … in
the early 90's, somewhere around '94, '95 … I got severely burned
out, cuz, y'know, starting in the mid-80's with Adams, after Reckless,
when things started taking off and I started getting a lot of writing
jobs ... anyone who's a musician will understand this, where the first
part of your career the phone just never rings …
Michael: Right,
ya.
Jim: … you work once a week or once a month. And
when the phone rings and says, "Can you work on Friday?", you go, "Ya!". So
you never learn to say "No".
Michael: Right.
Jim: So
when the work started rolling in for me as a songwriter, I mean, it just,
y'know, it was just 52 weeks a year, 7 days a week. I
was writing all the time. And by the mid-90's I was severely fried. I
was exhausted and I decided I needed to take some time off. In fact,
I decided I was going to take a whole year off, cuz I needed to recharge
my batteries. I was out of ideas. It wasn't fun anymore,
and for a whole bunch of reasons I just thought, I need to take some
time off. So, shortly after promising myself I would take a year
off, and telling everybody I knew I was taking a year off, I got a call
from Steven Tyler, y'know, "Do you want to get together and write?". And
I said, "Steven, I’d love to, but I'm taking an extended mental
health break. I'm taking some time off". Steven's a
great guy, he's one of my favourite people on the planet, but he didn’t
really understand. I think he took it personally that I wouldn't
write with him. We've remained friends, and we've talked a few
times since then, but he's never asked me to write again.
Michael: And
so, Bruce Fairbairn – is that how you pronounce
his name? Bruce Fairbairn?
Jim: It's pronounced
Fair-BURN.
Michael: Ya, Bruce Fairbairn, he produced
that record. He
also produced a lot of Prism records too, didn’t he?
Jim: Well,
early on, ya.
Michael: Is that how you knew Bruce,
from the Prism days?
Jim: Prism was a Canadian
band in the mid-70s, and that was Bruce's first production job. I
was the drummer in that band, and the main songwriter, so that's how
Bruce and I got acquainted.
Michael: I
have that record "See Forever Eyes", the
only Prism record I have, but that was one of my favourites when I was
a kid. You're not on that record, right?
Jim: I
don't think so. That was a couple of albums after
I left the band.
Michael: OK. I'm just looking at all these songs. I
cannot believe how many tunes you have written, man. Joan Jett. So,
which record did you work on for Joan Jett?
Jim: I
think the album was called "Pure and Simple".
Michael: Oh, "Pure and Simple". That's a great
record too. You wrote "Eye To Eye".
Jim: "Eye
To Eye" was one of the songs, yup.
Michael: You
wrote with Kenny and Joan?
Jim: Ya, Kenny and Joan kinda
come together, y'know.
Michael: Right.
Jim: Kenny
is her manager, her co-writer, and, y'know, obviously her best friend. They're
a team, and it was great working with both of them. Joan's really
hard to get to know. I don’t
know if you've met Joan. She's a very shy, quiet girl … very,
very hard to get to know. But once you get past that barrier she's
the sweetest person … and the interesting thing was, her and I
and Kenny were in my studio writing and -- the studio was in my house
at the time – and I was trying really hard to communicate with
her because she was so painfully shy. And in fact, if I would play
an idea … play
a guitar riff … you're looking for ideas and I’d play something
... and instead of looking at me and saying, "No, I don’t
like that", she'd look at Kenny and say, "Tell him I don’t
like that". And it was really strange and awkward. But
then my son, who was, I think, about three years old at the time, he'd
wander into the studio and Joan would just melt. She would just
turn into a different person and give my son a hug and play with him
for a few minutes, and then he'd leave and she'd go back into this
dark place.
Michael: Wow, that's strange.
Jim: But
after working with her for a couple of times – a
couple of sessions over a period of months – she really started
to open up, and warm up, and I got to know her, and she's a very special
girl.
Michael: I had Kenny on this show. It was like a three-part
episode talking to Kenny Laguna. We were supposed to talk for,
like, ten minutes and we ended up talking for over an hour.
Jim: I
heard the interview. Kenny's a legend. He's
done everything from Tommy James and the Shondells to Joan Jett. He
was at "ground zero" almost when rock ' roll was invented.
Michael: Ya. So, that song "Five" … I think
that's coming on her new record. And you wrote that as well?
Jim: It's
already been released in Japan. Is it out in the
U.S. yet?
Michael: Uh no, she hasn't done a domestic
release. That
song was on the Japanese release, but they're recording some songs – more
songs -- for the U.S. release. At least that's what Kenny said.
Jim: I
didn’t know that.
Michael: And I see that
song is on a commercial for some new MP3 player in the United States.
Jim: The
song "Five"?
Michael: Ya. She's actually … it
goes to her playing live, and that's the song she's singing.
Jim: I
didn't know that. I gotta check into that … cuz
you know, there's a funny story with that song. The last time I
wrote with Joan was – if I remember correctly – it was in
1995, and it was in Vancouver. Just south of Vancouver is Seattle,
a couple hour's drive south, and there's a girl singer down there,
Kathleen Hanna, and Joan brought her up to Vancouver …
Michael: Ya,
from Bikini Kill.
Jim: … and Joan and Kathleen and I got together and we
wrote a couple of songs and, y'know, nothing ever came of it. In
fact, I think they sat on the shelf for ten years or so …
Michael: Uh-huh.
Jim: … and then when Joan's "Naked" album was
released in Japan, I got a copy of it, and I'm looking at it, and there
was one song on there that I recognized right away – I think it's
called "Everyone Knows", if that's the right one – and
it's credited to me and Joan and Kenny, I think. There's two more
songs on there … there was "Five" and "Watersign",
and they were just credited to Joan and Kathleen … and I went, "Wait
a minute" … y'know, I was part of that". So I
checked back, and sure enough, I had the demo's, and – I certainly
remembered writing them. But, to make a long story short, Joan
and Kenny – because the song had sat for ten years – had
completely forgotten that I was a writer on the project, and they forgot
to credit me. So, when I phoned Kenny about it, he was very apologetic
and promised to correct that for the U.S. release.
Michael: Ya,
and you wrote for "LA Guns" with my friend
Mick Cripps, right?".
Jim: He's a sweetheart.
Michael: Oh,
he's the greatest guy. I'm actually going down
to LA this weekend to do this thing for INXS, and I'm going to be staying
at Mick's house. I'm going to tell him I talked to you.
Jim: Say "hi" for
me, because I really enjoyed my time with him.
Michael: I
definitely will. That guy's a great guy … he's
got a kid, a 16-year-old son, have you ever met his son? …
Jim: I
haven't, but our sons are about the same age.
Michael: That
kid is the coolest kid, man, he's the most rock 'n roll 16-year-old
I've ever met in my life.
Jim: It's interesting you
mention kids, because, y'know, like I mentioned with Steven and Joe,
they walked in the room, you meet them, and a few minutes later you're
supposed to write a song with these people you've never met before.
Michael: Right,
ya. That must be weird.
Jim: Well, it's extremely
weird. And I did it so much, I mean, for 20 years or more, that's
what I did … I got together with
people I’d never met before and wrote a song. And one of
the things I discovered is, rather than just start writing a song, it's
really useful to sit down and have a cup of tea or whatever, and just
talk first and kinda get acquainted. And there were two subjects
that always kinda worked ... that, y'know, if you were going to get along
with someone, this always worked. One topic was children. So
I’d always ask them, "Do you have kids?". And if
they did – like with Mick … y'know, Mick had a son my son's
age I think, when I worked with Mick his son would have been maybe five,
and my son was five … so we talked about our kids, and right away
you've got a common link, and things warm up right away, and suddenly
you're friends, and a few minutes later you're writing a song, and it
just seems like the most natural thing. And if someone didn’t have
kids, then the topic would change to music. And more often than
not, if the subject of The Beatles, Zeppelin, The Stones came up, and
immediately you had a connection there with common influences, y'know … music
that was important when you were a teenager … and the conversation
would go that way. But either way, whether it was talking about
music or talking about kids, it was the greatest way to break the ice
and get to know someone.
Michael: So, does your
kid play an instrument?
Jim: Ya, he does. He's doing really well on drums and
guitar, and starting to write his own songs and …
Michael: So,
do you give him songwriting pointers?
Jim: Well,
I've tried, but I'm not cool.
Michael: What's he
think about your music, of your songs that you wrote?
Jim: He's
slowly discovering it. He's always, obviously,
kinda been aware, but y'know, every once in a while we'll be in the car
and a song will come on … and I won’t say anything, but
my wife will go, "You know your dad wrote that". So he's
slowly becoming aware of my catalogue, and I think it's having a positive
influence on him, musically. He's got the ability to play his instrument,
he's got the enthusiasm, and I can see the whole thing coming together. It's
really fun to watch.
Michael: You know when he's
hanging out with his friends, and one of your songs comes on the radio,
you know he's bragging to all his friends that his dad wrote that tune.
Jim: I
hope so, cuz his dad sure isn't cool at home!
Michael: I
can relate. I have a 14-year-old daughter …
Jim: Oh,
it's the best, isn't it?
Michael: Ya. And
I play in a band as well, and she always tells me my band sucks, but
then she brags to her friends how great my band is, so I can relate.
Jim: Well
you know, I get "cool" once in a while. My son loves
bands like Slipknot. So, Slipknot were coming through town a coupe
of months ago and it was like, "Hey dad, do you wanna go see Slipknot?".
Michael: Right!
Jim: I
said, "Sure, let's go". In fact, I knew
somebody who knew somebody, and we got backstage and met the band before
the show, so dad was cool for a night!
Michael: I
know how that goes. I actually know a drum tech
for the band Weezer, and my daughter's a huge Weezer fan, so I pulled
that trick myself for my daughter.
Jim: I love
Weezer.
Michael: It's always cool to get your kid
backstage. You
go up a couple of notches in their mind.
Jim: Absolutely!
Michael: We're
over a half hour now, and I was only supposed
to talk to you for 15 minutes, so I really want to thank you a lot for
coming on this show. For someone with such a huge songwriting catalogue – and
I'm just a big fan and I'm engrossed in the songwriting process – it's
really an honour to talk to you.
Jim: Well, the
pleasure was mine. I'm really happy to be
here. |